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Everlasting Words and Flowers

The rumbling thunder in distance, Kept reminding me of forgotten words, Spoken by your cherry lips, like, “When are you coming back?” What if the answer is “Never.”?
Those sounds of door opening and closing, Resembles us, Closing in the gap of hopeless future, Opening the space to emptiness.
The rain pattered on my window, Pages from history turned mellow, Flipping endlessly back and front, Back to days with you, Front to see more tears of mine.
“Remember that day,” Mum’s voice broken like a porcelain doll, “A friend of yours w

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Let It Fall, Let It All Fall..I drift away little by little bit, Like chipped wood floating, From the sand to the sea, Can’t you see how my feelings fade?
It’s all about realizing and waking, Even as I lay dreamless and sleepless, I hope to wake up from this dream, The dream that claimed all my light.
I’m falling and falling, Between clouds and sun, From the skies to the earth, From hell to heaven, And I can’t see the tears that washed away my fears.
Letting the heart palpitate strongly with you, The sync that my ears catch, My lips that could Let It Fall, Let It All Fall..
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YamaXHiba - Rights and Wrongs
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I don’t want to let you go...
I want you to stay, not just in my heart, but always and always there.
I know I could no longer rain my kisses on your face…
I could no longer hold your hands and be able to smile along with you…
But why does this realisation hit me so hard? So hard, that it so pains my soul?
- Yamamoto Takeshi
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“Hibari-san, there’s a letter for you.”
Calmly poised, the man turned from the window to the owner of the voice.  His assistant since the h YamaXHiba - Rights and Wrongs
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YamamotoXHibari - HomeSins paid even though not made, This is the changing moment of destiny undone, Even if you don’t know you’ll meet again someday, The uprising wind in your soul never dies, … Isn’t this the art of love?
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The day was unforgiving and dull as anyone could remember it. All donned in stiff black suits and ties, white long sleeve dress shirts, the ambience turned for the worse when rain started pouring down. Mostly men, few women, stood surrounding the forest-like area, all trying to suppress the overwhelming feelings that came over their hearts as they stare at t YamamotoXHibari - Home
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YamamotoxHibari - WaitingA deep breath was all that he needed to wake up.

He felt himself sucking in the air, his lungs refreshed from the sudden pump of air. He jolted up from the bed, his heart beating wildly on his ribcage. The sunlight from the window poured in, penetrated the crystal clear glass. Trying to adjust from the light, he rubbed his eyes, his tall lanky shadow stretched across the room.
Yamamoto admitted he couldn’t believe it was another day passing on.

It was unnerving when he recalled something wasn’t around anymore.
The days I've been dreaming of, are already here I feel it throu YamamotoxHibari - Waiting
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Forever"I shall live forever, Forever young." She spoke a white flag, and placed it in my palm; the very last kiss That stole my breath… and more,
Pulled out of my heart the piece (/peace) she gave me Once, so long ago and not long enough And the harder I tried to hold on, the more she was not mine… I lost her to time, when all I wanted was forever; she left me bitter With promises that she would live- while I can only imagine that I will die, Little by little, piece by piece… day by day…
She is my goddess, I promised to myself- and she is Kali. And she is Forever
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Love is irrelevant.I've written a dozen poems like this they make me feel sick, they clench my ribs searching for the words to match.
I start them same, the kindness in your hipbones, your heart swelling in my gut, the swallowing of each other with water or a cold drink. Not to be chewed.

I continue with the distance, drinking wine from a plastic bottles and clutching a telephone on Rue de Foch. You talk to me for while and hang up, you cycle around Canada for hours,
searching for something that may or may not be me and I wait by the phone, by the keyboard, clicking my mouse Love is irrelevant.
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Happy Halloween! :)

Sat Oct 31, 2009, 5:11 AM

Mood: Love
Listening to: Tohoshinki - Bolero
Reading: Textbooks
Watching: Gintama
Playing: Harvest Moon on GBA
Drinking: Water

I just realised I haven't been updating this for a VERY VERY VERY long time lol.

Happened to drop in to check my messages... So, I guess I just wanted to wish you all Happy Halloween

My DA is totally not active lol.

Uni has been terrible to me but it's shocking how fast time passes. I'm already in my second year of uni, heading to third year next year and then graduation! lol.

Well, once again, Happy Halloween~

<3 from me to you. *hands out cookies*

Hope you're all doing great!

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

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The ever crazy? trio!

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Current Residence: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Interests: Reading, Watching animes, probably daydreaming XD
Favourite movie: Love So Divine, Crying Out Love In the Centre of the World, 1 Litre of Tears, Grave of The Fireflies
Favourite band or musician: K, Sakamoto Maaya, Kajiura Yuki, w-inds., Onitsuka Chihiro, Utada Hikaru, Tackey & Tsubasa
Favourite genre of music: Anything is fine just that, not too noisy.
Favourite artist: Takeshi Obata, Tanemura Arina
Favourite poet or writer: Sophie Kinsella, inmyroom
Favourite photographer: aquapell, gilad
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Wallpaper of choice: Anime, Landscapes.
Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 1 and 2.
Favourite cartoon character: Fuji Syusuke, Makoto Kohsaka, Kanmuri Shigeru, Fai and more!

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~wintergal Jul 18, 2009, 7:22:53 AM

O_O autumnnieee, update your journal~! lol, since dec 26 '08....

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_{The shadow of your soul...}

~autumn-wind Jul 18, 2009, 7:27:28 AM

oh yeah hahahah! i should really huh

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They say 'look into the future.' But I always realized, the past made me what I am.

Dazzling bursts of rain, I fall and falter, watching the light scatter stunningly around me; I am alive.

~wintergal Jul 18, 2009, 10:58:12 PM

yea u should xD

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~chaosringen Jul 17, 2009, 11:28:24 PM

hi~ thanks for your fav ^^

~autumn-wind Jul 18, 2009, 7:26:45 AM

no problem

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They say 'look into the future.' But I always realized, the past made me what I am.

Dazzling bursts of rain, I fall and falter, watching the light scatter stunningly around me; I am alive.

~wintergal Jun 12, 2009, 7:44:03 AM

*poke poke poke* XD

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_{The shadow of your soul...}

~autumn-wind Jun 12, 2009, 7:18:08 PM

hahaha! *pokes back*

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They say 'look into the future.' But I always realized, the past made me what I am.

Dazzling bursts of rain, I fall and falter, watching the light scatter stunningly around me; I am alive.

~wintergal Jun 13, 2009, 2:25:30 AM

-poke again- XD

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*GaaraJamiE88 May 12, 2009, 2:52:53 PM

Thank you very much for the fav^^

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~autumn-wind May 12, 2009, 10:58:46 PM

Welcome!

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They say 'look into the future.' But I always realized, the past made me what I am.

Dazzling bursts of rain, I fall and falter, watching the light scatter stunningly around me; I am alive.

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