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Hey darling... by autumn-wind, literature

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Hey darling...

They say reincarnation is painful, They say losing memories, forgetting is a sin, They say… they say things irrecoverable, And a person like me, Why do I choose to believe? Hey darling… If you were to come back running to me now, I don't think I can look away from you, Because when your heart palpitates with mine again, The force, like strong iron grips, Wraps around my heart, And I die. "If I were to die today, would you remember me tomorrow?" "If I were to run away today, would you forgive me tomorrow?" I never remembered the slight crunching of your footsteps, I've never forgotten the slight creases on your fac

Let It Fall, Let It All Fall.. by autumn-wind, literature

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Let It Fall, Let It All Fall..

I drift away little by little bit, Like chipped wood floating, From the sand to the sea, Can’t you see how my feelings fade? It’s all about realizing and waking, Even as I lay dreamless and sleepless, I hope to wake up from this dream, The dream that claimed all my light. I’m falling and falling, Between clouds and sun, From the skies to the earth, From hell to heaven, And I can’t see the tears that washed away my fears. Letting the heart palpitate strongly with you, The sync that my ears catch, My lips that could speak out the frequencies, Now it is not the same. Let this time come, Let this moment pass

YamaXHiba - Rights and Wrongs by autumn-wind, literature

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YamaXHiba - Rights and Wrongs

I. I don’t want to let you go... I want you to stay, not just in my heart, but always and always there. I know I could no longer rain my kisses on your face… I could no longer hold your hands and be able to smile along with you… But why does this realisation hit me so hard? So hard, that it so pains my soul? - Yamamoto Takeshi * * * “Hibari-san, there’s a letter for you.” Calmly poised, the man turned from the window to the owner of the voice. His assistant since the high school days handed him the letter. Wordlessly, Hibari tore open the envelope and read the contents. “When you rea

YamamotoXHibari - Home by autumn-wind, literature

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YamamotoXHibari - Home

Sins paid even though not made, This is the changing moment of destiny undone, Even if you don’t know you’ll meet again someday, The uprising wind in your soul never dies, … Isn’t this the art of love? * * * The day was unforgiving and dull as anyone could remember it. All donned in stiff black suits and ties, white long sleeve dress shirts, the ambience turned for the worse when rain started pouring down. Mostly men, few women, stood surrounding the forest-like area, all trying to suppress the overwhelming feelings that came over their hearts as they stare at the coffin overflow with wild flowers. The rain that f

YamamotoxHibari - Waiting by autumn-wind, literature

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YamamotoxHibari - Waiting

A deep breath was all that he needed to wake up. He felt himself sucking in the air, his lungs refreshed from the sudden pump of air. He jolted up from the bed, his heart beating wildly on his ribcage. The sunlight from the window poured in, penetrated the crystal clear glass. Trying to adjust from the light, he rubbed his eyes, his tall lanky shadow stretched across the room. Yamamoto admitted he couldn’t believe it was another day passing on. It was unnerving when he recalled something wasn’t around anymore. The days I've been dreaming of, are already here I feel it through your hand that I'm holding now Because you might

RikuxSora-X'mas without Santa by autumn-wind, literature

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RikuxSora-X'mas without Santa

It was the time of the year that Riku didn’t quite favour. Riku stared at the falling snow and a sigh escaped his lips. He didn’t quite like cold places really, it made his insides felt bitter and he had to put on extra layers of clothing when heading out home. Leaning against a tree, he tried to make himself more comfortable by fixing the blue scarf he carelessly placed around his neck. He then rubbed his head in annoyance from the cold gust of wind that passed by. Someone please just remind me why am I here again? He muttered darkly, closing his eyes and letting another sigh out. “RIKU!!!” Oh right, it’s becau

AxelxRoxas - Summer Rain by autumn-wind, literature

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AxelxRoxas - Summer Rain

I was beginning to love something that does not totally belong to me. Trying to make things alright, I was such a fool. No matter what, I was just a dreamer to think what I wanted had to be mine. Dear God, I sincerely ask for forgiveness. Forgive me for a sin of greed that I had committed, forcing a love that was never mine. ----------------------- When I walked into the station, the rain became heavier, from drizzling to a major downpour. Whenever the rain in this island started, it always lasts for a few hours and the rain was so heavy that everything outside became a fuzzy blur. “When is the last train?” I shrugged off the

I Can't Forget by autumn-wind, literature

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I Can't Forget

I looked at my bouquet of roses, On the day you left, Which pains my crushed heart, Away from love, Away from life. I looked at the window of your house, Curtains drawn together, Resembling my closed up bitter heart, Crying for long gone memories, Crying for long gone pleads. I looked at my faded album, Smiles and laughter bound, Tears and sorrow mixed in the rain, Longing for your warmth, Longing for your return.

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Hey darling... by autumn-wind, literature

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Hey darling...

Scent of Happiness by autumn-wind, literature

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Scent of Happiness

The summer land brought me to somewhere, I didn't know where it is, And who exists there, Or anything worthy is there. Your existence captured my sight, You resemble an angel, Helping me when I'm depressed, Lifting me up the sky. I walked through the fields of sunflowers, Walking in a slow pace, Trying to reach you, Which appeared in front of me suddenly. The air was serene, I couldn't help to cry, To see you there, Opening your heart to me. I thought my hope faltered, But it flickered alive again, To notice one scent of you exists, That's the scent of happiness.

Fragile Heart by autumn-wind, literature

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Fragile Heart

Clear my dark skies, Turn it to blue, Clear the rainy clouds, Make light shine through it. I sigh by the horizon, Where I could see nothing, Only white, Only plain colours. Look at our love, When you couldn't see it, Please hear my heartbeat, That's my love for you. I still stay looking at you, Do you care to follow me? I wish you would, So our love would not end. Don't shatter my world, It's too fragile, I see my own world blank, Without you.

Death Upon Me by autumn-wind, literature

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Death Upon Me

A stalk of rose, A voice from heaven, Peace given by love, Like a joy born from sudden tears. The death upon me, I expected to be lonely, Somehow you appeared, Ever so lonely as me. How I hope you would never love me, As the romance dances happily in the air, It swirled, And lingered for long. Love made me thought I had everything, But I realized, It had actually made me lost a lot of things, Including my only pure hope. Your voice was soothing, But faint to my ears, Life seeped away slowly, The last ray of sunlight had been taken from me.

Brought Away By Wind by autumn-wind, literature

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Brought Away By Wind

Your lovely words made me to be in daze, How I wish I could find you again, To look into your eyes once again, Without regrets. I fly with the wind, But I cant find you anywhere, You seem to disappear in the air, Making me feel the pain. I hope to be there for you, How I wish so, My love will never flicker off, Like flames lit up. My heart once died, I cannot see hopes, My dearest person, Disappeared to nowhere. If tears could fall more, It would be me thinking of you, To hold your hands once again, It could be only too impossible. Dusts of miracle, Seem to be blown away, Scattering my only wishes, To

Hums of Love by autumn-wind, literature

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Hums of Love

I hum the song of faith, Wishing to have the same thing, For my love to belong to you, Forever believing you would never perish. I hum the song of rhythm, As my heartbeat quickened, Unable to follow the pace of yours, Left behind from all. I hum the song of hope, To put my every single day to you, Without leaving a piece behind, To give more glimmering time. I hum the song of fate, Hoping it will give us chances, So I could never leave you, Forever leaving trances of disappointments. I hum the song of destiny, Praying it will bless us, Never having to shatter my heart, For I wish to be with other forever.

Soft Mists by autumn-wind, literature

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Soft Mists

Tender and soft, Like silk wavering, Under the autumn wind, And under the sun of summer. Those mists were untouchable, So vivid, Yet invisible, Under my touch of hands. When rays of light shine through, Air became liquid, And those, Started dripping down, From young leaves of colouful flowers. Fragrance erupted my saddened mind, Bringing back thoughts, About you who had brought me life, Those freshly memories still etched. As if written on the petals, It keeps replaying, My mind thinks of you, Whenever the morning mists came. Droplets of hurt, Mixed with droplets of water, Letting the past go, But how could I do so? J

Sending Love Away by autumn-wind, literature

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Sending Love Away

Believing in your soul, I realize, Even the eyes of heaven could flutter open, Just to see your flashes. I wait for the seasons to pass, It keeps changing from time to time, Maybe my heart turned cold, But it wasn't noticeable. The abstract colours turned so vivid, Green turned brown, I sat on the land, Waiting for time to stop. The pacing of footsteps turned in tune, Slowly, It became steady, In a calm rhythm. Probably it was my vision blurred, Your letters were strewn across the floor, The corners turned smooth, As if the world evolved for long. Shadow stretched across the room, My silence overcame fear, You turn to lo

Sinful Music by autumn-wind, literature

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Sinful Music

The forbidden music, Played by those beautiful hands, It sounded so serene, Yet it was broken by the muffling echoes. The green flute, Accompanied by string of pearls, Started to made the most unexpected tune, Leaving her stunned. Her voice, Was one of the angels, So pure and heavenly, Like harp played so gently. His fingers, Strummed the guitar, Producing the softest music, Hoping to bring back his past. Her eyes gazed, His lonely silhouette cried in despair, She was looking from far away, His voice rang into her ears. Perhaps she was near to starry heavens, Where he wanted to point out all the constellations, Perhaps

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Torn Papers, Scraped Knees by TheBasicFlaw, literature

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Torn Papers, Scraped Knees

As soon as I came I left to go, followed my footsteps back through the snow. Back-track my tracks, with medication for what I lack. And still, footsteps fall too hard. Let's go back to the start. Is this right? I've got torn papers and scraped knees. I wake up to alarms and unwed guitars that can't seem to find the melody or tune. In such lonely rooms we learn our young hearts yearn, lost among the stars. We glimmer and glow, until we burn and fade. Well I lost my spark long ago. Past skies of gray, by night or day, you won't be seeing me there today.

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Everlasting Words and Flowers by autumn-wind, literature

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Everlasting Words and Flowers

The rumbling thunder in distance, Kept reminding me of forgotten words, Spoken by your cherry lips, like, "When are you coming back?" What if the answer is "Never."? Those sounds of door opening and closing, Resembles us, Closing in the gap of hopeless future, Opening the space to emptiness. The rain pattered on my window, Pages from history turned mellow, Flipping endlessly back and front, Back to days with you, Front to see more tears of mine. "Remember that day," Mum's voice broken like a porcelain doll, "A friend of yours whom made you thousand stars," She looked away, Knowing she lost me when I lost her. When I realize

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Aug 4
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Current Residence: Perth, Australia
Favourite genre of music: Anything is fine just that, not too noisy.
Favourite photographer: aquapell, gilad
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Wallpaper of choice: Anime, Landscapes.
Favourite cartoon character: Fuji Syusuke, Makoto Kohsaka, Kanmuri Shigeru, Fai and more!

Favourite Visual Artist

Takeshi Obata, Tanemura Arina

Favourite Movies

Love So Divine, Crying Out Love In the Centre of the World, 1 Litre of Tears, Grave of The Fireflies

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

K, Sakamoto Maaya, Kajiura Yuki, w-inds., Onitsuka Chihiro, Utada Hikaru, Tackey & Tsubasa

Favourite Writers

Sophie Kinsella, inmyroom

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 1 and 2.

Other Interests

Reading, Watching animes, probably daydreaming XD

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autumn-wind

Dec 25, 2010

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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It seems to me that every year, I just write a journal entry in DA, to wish everyone Season's Greetings! I'm so inactive in DA that when I checked my messages today, I practically had 600 over messages to go through... XD Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, and may this be an even better year for all of you! 3 years have passed by since I've been in Perth and I'm finally graduating!! It's been a long way! For the past year, I've been engrossed with NicoNico Douga... it's my new fandom :D I even got to visit China this year *happy*! Hope that everyone will have an awesome celebration!!! Loves! *hands out cookies* ------------------------

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autumn-wind

Jan 7, 2010

Seasons Greetings and Happy New Year!

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Just realised how late I am and all that... So I'll just drop by a note :) Merry very very very belated Christmas and Happy New Year to all! May 2010 be good to all of us :) Cheers~! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lovu lovu <3 ~alphin (https://www.deviantart.com/alphin) :iconsuga-ovadose: DBSK partner in crime~ :iconwintergal: My online girl-friends XD~ :iconpinkishpear: :iconcheriblossom: Clubs I join: :iconBHK-lovers-club: :iconThe-Last-Stanza: :iconDeathNotefan: :iconpoeticparadise: :iconouran-hs-hostclub: :iconAIRGEAR: The ever crazy? trio! :iconalphin::iconsuga-ovadose::iconautumn-wind:

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autumn-wind

Oct 31, 2009

Happy Halloween! :)

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I just realised I haven't been updating this for a VERY VERY VERY long time lol. :D Happened to drop in to check my messages... So, I guess I just wanted to wish you all Happy Halloween :D My DA is totally not active lol. Uni has been terrible to me but it's shocking how fast time passes. I'm already in my second year of uni, heading to third year next year and then graduation! lol. Well, once again, Happy Halloween~ <3 from me to you. *hands out cookies* Hope you're all doing great! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lovu lovu <3 ~alphin (https://www.deviantart.com/alphin) :iconsuga-ovadose: DBSK partner in cri

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Erza-Titania-Scarlet

Feb 20, 2013

I made a w-inds group and wondered if you would be interested in joining.

thx for the fav

Thanks for the many many favorites, it actually makes me feel a little better about myself and what I do!

autumn-wind

Jul 12, 2010

no problem at all

I love your works!

TheBasicFlaw

Jul 12, 2010

thank you!

you're always so kind to me! I've got to get around to looking at your stuff. I'll probably do that tonight and tomorrow, I've got nothing to do and I'd totally like to.

autumn-wind

Aug 18, 2010

I haven't checked DA in a month! haha
No problems, I love your work.
I haven't been updating mine for a long time though!
uni is definitely killing me...

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TheBasicFlaw

Jun 14, 2010

thanks for the favorite!